She didn't know...
She didn't know through all her trials that there would be such triumph. She didn't know that bad relationships would help her to be grateful for the good ones. She didn't know she'd have a wonderful husband who would love her just the way she was. She didn't know that all the terrible choices she made would turn into lessons to reflect on. She didn't know that the things her mom was saying would be things she'd say to her own daughter. She didn't know that when she was lost she was really on the path to knowing herself. She didn't know that all along there was a plan and it was better than anything she could of dreamed of. She was me.