Lately, I've been feeling chaotic in my head.  I've felt on edge and emotional.  I've been short with people and just not feeling myself.  I have felt disgusted, like I am being someone that isn't me.  I've tried to figure it out but keep running circles.  Then last night when I was at work, taking care of brave, young, courageous patients...I thought...."dang, I've been having a "poor me" kind of attitude.  Immediately when I pinpointed it, I started to make sense of many things.  I feel that something is awakening in me.  I am going through a change.  Change can often be uncomfortable.  For now, I am living with the questions themselves.  What's next?  Who am I?  Where am I going?  What do I really want?